It's annoying when people take pictures of close up pics and they DON'T use the micro settings and they fuck up the whole photo. its very annoying.
My English teacher is so nice, inviting all us good students to her house to eat her food. She has a cute little house, full of antiques, old old ones probably worth a good load of money. But she'd never sell them! She has scrap books full of things, every graduation congratulations letter, hotel pamphlets from Germany, an envelope with Italian money, French money, Swiss money. Was all very cool. Mariah, Nick and I spent over an hour chilling downstairs watching Intervention on her huge tv. She has a cat named Katie with big green eyes and a koi pond. Mariah and I had all of our stuff from my dads trailer so we kinda looked like we were staying over haha.
Have just been watching Waterloo Road and downloading games. I want to play Sims 3 but Im too lazy to go downstairs. Poo to that.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
I am looking up music. Thats about all I do on the internet. Ha what a lie. No I just like looking up music. I mostly get Swedish music. Swedish bands and singers. The music is good tho. Most of what I find is linked to soundcloud, but theres this downloader thing I use to get the song since most of the songs are from less known artists and the songs aren't available anywhere. Like the band Set Fire Run. They are more electro pop. But they are amazing! Its pretty cool liking a band that very very little people know about.
Today I got my hair dyed. A darker red. I think it looks nice. Ate a sandwich. From. . . a place! It was good!
I like to take long breaks while writing my blogs.
I just took a long break.
So I am now back in a different mood.
My mood is like the sky.
Changes so often.
The outcome is often. . . unpredictable.
Maybe, unless you give me a present! :)
Im watching Eurovision 2011 videos. I don't get it. But I would love to go to the finale because it looks really fun. Minus the strange singers. The Swedish dude is gonna be popular, according to his song. . . . ok have fun. Jedward scares me. What the hell is that Lipstick song? Ireland, you scare me. Sincerely, scared person. BUT if I were nominated by my country to be in a continent wide contest I would be flattered. But Eurovision? Maybe not. Ok sorry but a big what the fuck to XFactor for even allowing "Jedward" to get through! "its not cheeky, its annoying". And of course Louis would say yes because he's Irish. And Dannii is the queen of cocky. And Cheryl also had a sucky audition to become famous and stupid Louis let her in and DING she is now a really fucking annoying singer. But "very pretty".
I think I will go watch Waterloo Road. My mind keeps wandering. :( Thanks but not thanks
I am so weird. So so so weird. How in the world did I end up like this? Guess that makes me an impossible princess because she's pretty fucked up herself. She flies in the ocean and swims in the skies! Hmm. . .
I wish I could marry Falco. He is amazing. And charming. And also dead. . . but thats besides the point. He is my German hunk stud man!
Today I sang. I sang in the morning. I sang a song that I find very beautiful. Not that anyone cares. But I do. I must post a link so I can remember it one day when I'm old and moldy. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hf626jCdxbw its so pretty. so. very. pretty. gives. me. chills.
I like pretty music. I like pop music. I like jazz music. I like rock music. I like foreign music. Not a rap fan. . . but MUSIC is what I like. Music that can make me cry. Tho many things can. . .
Hmm Ill. That is a very common feeling the last. . . 2 days. Ok hasnt been too long but I feel ill. Everyone is making me ill. My best friend Mariah has not made me ill. So the everyone statement is a shitty lie. Ugh I feel so sick even now. I only ate a few bites or breakfast. A few bites of lunch. A few bites of dinner. I even bough snacks. Don't know where they are now. Can't trust anyone it seems. Well thanks, guess you can have my snacks.
im backin up, backin up, backin up, backin up cuz my daddy taught me good. and I think maybe I should faint. . . but I dont! NO!
black hoody! white hoody!
OOHH WHY DO I NEED COFFEE NOW?!
coming down down down down
Ok wow I am sure a spaz. I got a drawing of Kate Bush in my yearbook. I did not feel ill at that point. I felt very happy.
Then I went to French instead of Choir and ate all the year two's food. It was good. Showed the teachers the Moustache video. They were amused. I seem to amuse Mrs. H. Well then I left.
HERO OF THE DAY SAVED MY LIFE SAVED MY LIFE!
that makes no sense. Anyhow, went to Prides room. Said to go to the library. Went there. She was there. Obviously. . . She said I could use her overhead to do my project so I did so. Now I have a drawing of that drowning lady. I am very happy about it. Guess I can go to college. She told me I couldn't. Now I can. That made my day. Or at least thats what she said to the man on the phone.
UGH sickness again. I remember the movie Brother Bear. Not the first time I watched it. But once I watched it Mariahs house. I was in 5th grade. She lived in a big house. Big white house with 2 stories. Full of Polly Pockets. And massaging chairs. And fried chicken. And a tree house. And a tire swing. And I remember I watched it there. Exciting huh? I miss those days. Im sure she does too. I wish I was a 5th grader. With just my cd player. And my Brother Bear soundtrack. Along with the Spirit soundtrack, Lion King soundtrack and Sound Of Music soundtrack. And Shania Twain. I liked her. I still do.
I think part of my hemostasis process has stopped working. Well, Im not bleeding. My scabs wont heal. On my leg and foot. But one of my scabs itch. Which means its still trying to heal itself.
I am being ignored. By a few people. More than that I suspect. Wonder if everythings ok. I worry too much. It would be nice if people would just answer me. Or at least say goodbye. Or something.
Id rather just fucking die. Hmm thats nice. Thats how I feel. I really would rather be dead. Fuck the future. Fuck everything. Im sick of crying. Makes my eyes poofy. Im not important to anyone. Well Im important to the people who hurt me. The people who ignore me. The people who manipulate me. The people who call me names. So getting rid of them theres no one. Just me. I like there just being me. But I don't much like myself either. Heh life really does suck
The man cannot pronounce the artery! What artery you say? I do not know because he pronounced it like a 1st grader reading Moby Dick! Speaking of Moby Dick, thats a very boring book. My father read it. Well he got to chapter 100 and gave up. I read the WHOLE FUCKING THING, I think I was the only one in my class to do so. I let my AP Language teacher know this and she laughed like a hyena on speed. THAT reminds me of an essay we read that compared the TV show ER to birds on speed. WHICH reminds me of the pigeon named Calle that Scott drew in Kellsey's yearbook! (but she was a SEXY pigeon according to her name!) which reminds me of my cousin saying how horrid pigeons are but I only saw 2 in Las Vegas which reminds me of San Francisco and how I only say 1 gay couple and people thought I'd be malled by gay men which I was not. My mind likes to make awkward connections. I could write a book called "Awkward Connections of my Mind" because I'm cool like that.
SO I took my final in French. I got a 98 percent! HECK YA! I beat Emily and she is very very good at French so I did a little dance (which stretched on for a while) and let her know that I did better than her and I still expected a birthday present from her. We watched The Count Of Monte Christo in French. The AMERICAN version (but with the peoples speaking French of course cuz it IS French) and its hella different than the book. Its kinda messed up and Mercedes seems to be like the center of the whole fucking movie, or at least the start, and Dantes gets in an epic sword fight with Fernando (his name is like Ferdinand but Fernando reminds me of Lady Gaga) and he got harmed a bit and ya. THEN the teacher turned the light on and I was like AH IM BLINDED and she laughed at me and hit me in the back! Like. . . a friendly hit! I was very. . . . very. . . . flattered is the word on my tongue. Yes it is on my tongue cuz I am saying all this outloud because when I get upset, I can talk about stuff very enthusiastically and ya Im kinda upset right now but typing my day in an epic manner makes me feel blissful!
I think I am going to make this LONG and AMUSING! SO we had math as well! In which we were given 1 problem for homework and fuck it, I don't want to do it. I don't understand it. I refuse to think about sin and cos and the derivatives and the unit circle and ALGEBRA. look thats like 4 different math classes right there. Geometry, Algebra, Trig AND Calculus! I should be getting MONEY! So I wrote a story in my friend Scotts yearbook (which is fake cuz he didnt BUY ONE) about how he was throwing eggs at old people and then my math teacher decided to steal a fish and my history teacher was like COMMUNISM and the fish was saved but eaten by Scott and his lover who made my history teacher their love child. SPEAKING of Bowman (I really need to stop with the capitals), I picked a painting for my final project that is quite easy to trace so tomorrow I shall go trace it but I need to go to the store maybe. . . let me see. . . NO I DONT! I have paper! It may not be very big but its big enough for moi. Speaking of which, my length is longer than Kristen's *wink* *wink*. Good thing it was cold outside my anime friend! *wink* *wink*.
Oh wait, when I am upset Im supposed to watch the Moustache video, it makes me so happy. :) I will share it here!
Ok I am now extremely happy. I swear that video got an extra 10,000 views just because I showed it to my friend. I enjoy these silly videos so much. I enjoy French. I enjoy random silly French things. But I like French songs that are NORMAL too! this is my favourite song at the moment. and the video has sparkly camels, can't lose there!
I need to memorize this song. I have only memorized one French song. and its a song sung by like an 12 year old girl. Its so easy to memorize tho. And its like fun pop crap. Like Hannah Montana here or something. But I don't care!!! :P
Today my Anatomy teacher basically said I was messed up and I needed to join her AVID class cuz I was messed up enough. D: I took that as a compliment. :P Then she got all pissy that my counselor actually counted physics as a bio credit and my physics teacher came in and also got pissy and IT WASNT MY FAULT!!! :( Basically my teacher told me not to go to the college I was thinking about so ok whatever then! I think I just commited myself to major in Enviornmental Sciences. And I cant even spell Environmental haha oh there we go. Unless I take Bio next year. HMM unknown. Ok I must eat this food I have before me. Goodbye
